Hellooooo there! So what's a been happening? hmmm... do I usually say that like every time I blog? Probably! Did anyone notice in my last blog (my real blog not my joke) that I was trying to be all grammatical? (bet that word isn't spelt right) Like use all my commas and full stops and capital letters. You didn't did you. LOL. Took me forever to do it!! I usually don't give a shit. Okay Okay. Not much has been going on since the other day when I was online. I just need to get some stuff off my chest I suppose. Although I did decide that I wasn't really going to do anything personal on here. Oh well... I need to so I am going to. I don't know if anyone knows, but I used to be a christian when I was younger. I still have my beliefs, but I don't go to church, and I don't really care much about that anymore... I know it's not all about church but I bitch, I swear, I don't act like a Christian at all. So I know I'm not. I don't know if I want to go back to all that, but in some ways my life is a mess, but then other ways I like it and I don't want to go back to being a full on Christian again. In some ways it means giving up my life and I don't want to do that. I feel stupid doing christianity things such as worshiping and going to church, cause is it what I want? I know all you christian people out there will probably tell me to do it and that I should go back to him, but I have lots of issues with it all. So that's one thing that has been on my mind. In other breaking news.. (well it's not really but I got ur attention didn't I) We find out tomorrow what this baby is! Can you tell I'm excited, i've been talking about it for like 3 weeks! I so can't wait! Makayla is now getting into everything!
Alright Chow everyone!
Megs :)